Back to Work =)

It's back to work again after the break. Was on night shift on the first 2 days. Well, it's always a challenge to work on night shift, beside the longer hours still have to withstand the sleepiness and freezing aircon in the ward. The first night was.. let's just say an emotional trauma. First, I am afraid, afraid that he'll become worst coz of something I did or didn't do. Then, never before during 7 months I felt damn sad looking at this patients. So sad that I wonder why did i come to this place in the first place. =(