Back to Work =)

It's back to work again after the break. Was on night shift on the first 2 days. Well, it's always a challenge to work on night shift, beside the longer hours still have to withstand the sleepiness and freezing aircon in the ward. The first night was.. let's just say an emotional trauma. First, I am afraid, afraid that he'll become worst coz of something I did or didn't do. Then, never before during 7 months I felt damn sad looking at this patients. So sad that I wonder why did i come to this place in the first place. =(

2 weeks of dream

Tralala It's already Feb '08. Time really flies. 24 hours a day really ain't enough, but sometimes I just let time passes by.

Went back sdk for 2 weeks to celebrate cny with family and friends. Plenty of food, gamble and catching up. Everyone pretty much still the same, though i can see some subtle changes. When I was sitting there talking to my sch mates, the feeling is like we just met a few weeks ago for cny. But the fact it's already a year in between. As we grow up, priorities changes. Our decision, our life revolves around our priorities. To sum it up, the 2 weeks there feels like a dream.

Only when i came back here then i realised there's so many long-term possibilities to be ponder upon. I am really lost in so many choices.

CNY 2007

CNY 2008