Unspoken Misery..

Recently I feel that my life is getting more and more miserable.. Things starts to get beyond my control, because I live upon others all these while.. They revolves around my life, my world.. I am nothing without all my family and friends and whoever come across my life.. Nobody can live alone, U need others.. We depends on each other for survival. This is a long known fact and everyone, I believe, are well aware of this that it has already sync into our life.. That's why ppl are starting to take the existence of others for granted..

Yes, I am very unhappy... Not only because what's happening in school but at home too..
Fark it, I don't give a damn if u want to skip lectures.. Since that no one has the heart to listen to me whining, I might just as well state it here clear and loud.. So that u all won't be guessing what am I thinking bout.. Even if I have to sacrifice my time studying bio.. But this thing is bothering me too much, not because of wht u all are doing.. it's how u all present the matter and how other ppl look at it.. It pissed me off~

Advanced Warning: The below matter may be a bit sensitive. It's all my thoughts. Take it or leave it.

Skipping lectures.. yes~ it's beyond my control whether u want to attend or not. It's none of my farking business. But as a fren, I am concerned. I am concerned with ur studying, with ur results. But when u all are not concern with ur own results, why do I farking care? Results are one matter, the learning attitude is another matter.. Fark it
I am not someone who will get angry so easily that I'll be mad if noone accompany my thruout the lecture.. But don't go to the extend that u tell other ppl not to tell me that u r sitting outside lecture hall.. Unless u r trying to play hide and seek, if not think twice before doing that..
Note: Don't tell me u r sorry.. Just shut the fark up and pretend I didn't say anything.. Yes, this can do harm to our friendship.. but it's too much to be kept inside, it's getting on my nerve.. No, no one can understand my standing.. or maybe just nobody want to listen to me whining. Fark it.. I've had enough..

At home, relatives can be ugly at times. When it come to money, the relationship drop by a few notch. I hate to think that ppl are sometimes too self-centered. Since I've come here, I learned that ppl can be so self-center that it's beyond MY imagination and now I learn to become more self-centered.. If not, others will start to step all over ur head..

Been and Back

Been and back from Sandakan for CNY.. Summary of the trip:
Met a lot of ppl,
Eat a lot of stuff,
Collect a lot of angpaus,
Did a lot of things.

I guess ppl don't change drastically, though appearance does. Still the same old group of ppl with the same old characteristics. =) Pictures say it all.

:: That two ppl behind -_- ::

:: Discussing something serious.. ::

:: hehe.. a grp of bo liao ppl ::

How come the pics blur blur? Duh..